currently in so much pain, its not nice.
i’m starting to get bruises/scarring from the glands being infected as well, but I don’t want to go back to the docs as that means i’ll have to get more anti-biotics and I don’t know how long i’ll have to be on them this time.
aaaah why can’t it just go away? it gets me so sad all the time. i dont want it to get as bad as before where i couldn’t lift my arms.
think the main thing thats putting me off the docs is knowing that i might actually find out what is wrong with me, and if its what i think it is, there’s no cure apart from a hefty load of antibiotics for god knows how long.
